Phew

All that I want is to wake up fine - Paramore  Just that simple, yet reality is not that simple. the thing is I think too much. beyond my capacity. guess I just need a little break. 

Why you chose to become a lecturer? well most of people like me will answer this kind of question like this : No, it was a last resort ;v tehee. well, its true I'm not gonna lie. but lately I been thinking, I just like the way my student interact each other and those curiosity. Well, in spite of, despite of this job makes me stress out, deep in my heart I think, I kinda love my job now.

hi blogger, its been awhile ey? I'm kinda in pinch these days. kinda stress of my career mostly. starting to think to continue Ph.D but I don't know yet. errrr where do I begin....

just another day, I sitting in front of my nephew. he currently eating his fried chicken while watching football. sometimes he asks me to tell him story. well,, i don't know much about story for children. but if i tell him any story he actually heard it. even buy it :v funny thing about him. he eating his fried chicken first, he eating rice right after the chicken finish. he eating so slow makes me frustrated :v i ask him do you wanna eat ice cream? and he reply, nah! i don't want to. i don't know but somehow i felt better cherish this moment. after he grow up, we won't have another chance like this

oh, im in agony. ;v went to meeting for scholarship. well, it always bring me down. always ;v seven is something ey. not to mention three years hahaha. ya Allah. dimana akan kucari ;v hahahaah

how were you to know? you are disgrace all man over the world ! this time I mean it ;v

How were you to know? How were you to know that how we will end up? I been sitting in this chair for very moment staring at the blinking cursor while thinking, typing and erase it again, over and over again.