Phew

CGPA just number, When you looking for the job you cant only count on it, CGPA eh?! I believe that Allah already create my destiny. Up until now i still wonder where Allah will let my life begin. Keep pray and pray. Though my life turn boring and bitter lately but its kinda worth it. I realize this is the time when i should enjoy the sweet life while is still own it. Soon or later, when i got a job, i suppose its gonna be hard time even just to take a breath. Just have to count 1,2,3 and Allah will make it "so it so".

Surah Taha, Verse 25-28 قَالَ رَبِّ اشْرَحْ لِي صَدْرِي He said: O my Lord! Expand my breast for me, وَيَسِّرْ لِي أَمْرِي And make my affair easy to me, وَاحْلُلْ عُقْدَةً مِّن لِّسَانِي And loose the knot from my tongue, يَفْقَهُوا قَوْلِي (That) they may understand my word. Beautiful isnt it? Have you ever heard about 9/11 tragedy result? It said after the tragedy lot of people in america convert to islam. Wonder why? I suppose they read quran; Quran is the most beautiful kitab I ever heard and read And also the most reasonable too. There once a time when I involved in class discussion; We discuss about dispute between palestine ans israel. After the class i ask my friend, the one and only christian in class. *im sorry for christian who happen to read this post, no offense to you, im just want to sharing the experience* And the conversation goes like this Me: say A, dispute that happen in palestine was happen among islam people and jews? I

There was a time, when one of my fellow friend happen to write twitter status about quran. in that status she appear mad on the fact that quran was written in arabic language. she said, why quran write in arabic. and I was like, man.. you don't say. Quran already write in many language, and Hello, moreover today human already invented translator machine (e.g google.translate.com) instead of questioning, why don't you read it fellas? QS Al-Alaq [96:1-5] READ IN THE name of your Lord who created, Created man from a clinging substance Recite, and your Lord is the most Generous - Who taught by the pen  Taught man that which he knew not. My abi once told me, Prophet Muhammad S.A.W can't read and write or we called it illiterate.  he has no mother or father (pass away) have you ever compare yourself with our prophet? so don't tell me you dont want to read quran because it was write in arabic. no offense to my friend, if you happen to

Surah Ya Seen, Verse 82: إِنَّمَا أَمْرُهُ إِذَا أَرَادَ شَيْئًا أَن يَقُولَ لَهُ كُن فَيَكُونُ His command, when He intends anything, is only to say to it: Be, so it is. Everything good and bad happen to you come from Allah. Yet you still doubt his existance? May Allah be upon you.

So let me tell you one story about a man that can't be moved that happen when I was in first grade senior high school (around eight or nine years ago). This is how destiny happen. Once upon a time there was an accident happen,let say it was motorcycle A vs motorcycle B. The motorcycle A was drive by three boys or in Indonesia we called it " boti" , " bonceng tiga" and another party or B is a couple of father and son that just happen on the way back from mosque. long story short, as the result of the accident, the father got injured in his left foot and one of his eye. the doctor presume that the father can't walk anymore. .... but this father doesn't give up. he's keep pray to Allah SWT.  day and night. cry to Allah SWT. , asking for the forgiveness. day by day he try to moved his left leg but it can't be moved. still, he keep praying to Allah SWT. until one day the miracle happen, he can see and walk again like normal people . H