Phew

seems like it was only yesterday when I watched Death Note Anime. Ryuk, one of shinigami or god of death or also know as reaper saying that Human are so Interesting. (Source : https://id.pinterest.com/pin/506232814346777900/, taken on 26/8/17- 20:50 WIB) if you never watched this anime or read the manga before (well I read this manga when I was 16 years old, I supposed), this anime/manga is about the Shinigami, named ryuk, intentionally drop his death note (book with power, you able to kill anyone you know with condition that you know his/her face as well as their real name). Turns out the book was founded by light yagami, brilliant first year law student. Light yagami; with his brilliant brain thought that he would be the Seigi No Mikata  or Ally of Justice if used that death note to kill all criminal and all the gang. for that matter, Ryuk enjoy the show, while saying humans are so interesting. I see no flaw on that story,except there is no God in there. I supposed t

I'm staring at my computer now while thinking, what the hecky I'm doing right now. I been test myself through the limit. and this agony feels like asking me, is this all worth it to do?. what do you know about the appreciation?, I start to afraid that this kind of situation will makes me forget the meaning of that word. I try to recall back what I do in my past, how Past  Mia ever passed this kinda hard times. I pray and cry so hard, then later I remember. Maybe I just forget how to breath, how to be relax. For Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease. For truly with hardship comes ease (QS: 94 : 5-6) and then again I remember now, Takarabako ni KYOUMI wa nai kedo  - One Piece, We are (Original Sountrack) I'm not interested in treasure anyway. that's the meaning of that lyric. Bismillah. I can't believe I'm actually forget what col. Hannibal Smith said, no matter how random things might appear there is still a plan.  Here we go again :) I