The Greater Good

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God will never leave you empty. He will replace everything you lost. If He asks you to put something down, It's because He wants you to pickup something greater..."
 - NurKasih.

Happen to read this quote this morning. for some reason give me some strength to life again.
My memories about tragedies in KL start to fade, thought sometimes those memories haunt me back.
nothing that more hurting than losing friend pal, trust me.
doctor told my parents that I needs six months to recovery and I was like..
Good grief!, you gotta be kidding me.
They can't even detect what happen, what kind of suffer and disease I got.
The fondest memories that I got about doctor in malaysia, I'm sorry to said is malpractice, 
but then again, I remember what my father ever said to me
Mahluk tak kuasa, Allah yang kuasa.
Alhamdulillah, Subhanallah, I don't need that six month, within a  month I'm back again being me.
though I have to admit I need more time to get full recovery.
for some reason I can't find any note or anything that I wrote, I suppose my friend or my family have throw it for good. I can't really remember what happen though, I guess I have to let it go and just like Simple plan in their song summer paradise, "real life can wait".

Give me a minute, I'm good. Give me an hour, I'm great. Give me six months, I'm unbeatable - Hannibal 

 If this is what Allah wants I will prepare for it. Bismillah.


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