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Mabohay; LOL latepost 22 Oktober 2017 4 hours flight with Airasia = almost died in heart-attack :LOL actually there are a lot things to say, Well, I must admit that I'm doing kind of dangerous stun things that I never done before. LOL I causing a lot of scene, but I keep trying to approve my theories. I intend to know all people who involving in money game and backpackers stuff that causing people all around the world a lot, and it mostly destroy relation between state and non states. I want to know how the most wanted people and corruption took away their money out of countries. as a matter of fact it cause me double of my healthiness but I don't care anymore, for the sake of the better future, I think is worth to try. I dont want to share that things this moment, but I would like to write a book about it. a bit spoiler, in result not all theories are still applicable to use in all of circumstance. but I think I just crack the code of how this world works.

2017; 21st centuries; nothing much change; the way of the world works. we still judging each other, when the real judge were blind.  we are playing God, when the real God doesn't even playing with us. the promise is real though some still denying. some believer stay believe on, some believer were blind when the other pretend to be blind.  I'm still wondering when this world gonna ends, how this world going to end. a couple days ago I have to met a couple; well, I do remember much about what happen and what conversation goes along but the thing that bother me the most is when one of them says  " are you sure?, or it just your imagination ?" Very well, a cruel thing to says lady, I reply.  I must admit that kinda harsh, I thought I'm was the most harsh people in this world ;v I know I dream a lot, almost can't tell which one is real and which one wasn't but I never though that question will be asked ;v but I wasn't angry back t

Ever heard song from Indonesia named Bunga di tepi jalan? that was folks song but got recycle and sang again by Sheila on 7. I ever wonder is Sheila on 7 ever have haters? ;v Anyway, I just remember the old song that I used to heard on radio back then when I was University student. It was sang by Lil Wayne featuring Eminem. I saw the video and I know it was about bully. the first verse from Lil wayne was Throw dirt on me and grow wildflower - Lil Wayne according to Genius.com, its about Lil Wayne throwing the statement to haters that he wasn't care about the haters, like Taylor Swift in her song, haters gonna hate, and we will make them pay for what they done. and Eminem , Marshall, on the chorus sings You showed me nothing but hate, you ran me into the ground, but what comes around goes around. In Indonesia we have the same things, same idiom or haiku that saying Apa yang kau tanam, itu yang kau tuai what you do, good or bad deeds, it will back to you lik

I just remember one of my favorite character in Warcraft before it turn and change name to DOTA. errr. But I forget the name of character. It was a girl. An Elf. But all thing that I could recall is they would says Justice shall be done and for my honour, brother and kingdom. I'm currently working on some project and so many distraction. my mom says this is Allah test, now I just telling myself again while listening to song in my head, it was Bruno Mars, Mirror "mirror on the wall, here we are again ;v" anyway I got to finish this fight. I don't know how long and how much it takes. for once again maybe I could rely on some quotes from Snoopy and Peanuts.

Sometimes when you try to gazing the sky you will realize something wrong about our mind set. One thing for sure, I'm not afraid anymore. They got my back.

I got the vision that I falling hard again. This time I feel, the pain is real. nothing more killing that feeling betrayed. Don't try to hugging me while stabbing me. because I have enough already.

Well, Im currently typing this blog with mouth full of fruit while telling myself stop memorizing ;v though one thing for sure I remember a thing that I don't want to remember ;v I been some part of this world from desert land to frozen land, I flew with airplane passing through islands just to meet you in this archipelago. the question is when will you come to pick up your princess? but let me finish my word, let me finish my work ;v