Phew

so reader, could you please teach me, how to be honest person. cause I wonder if I still be honest. In my whole life I keep lying to myself. I cheat on myself countless time. I telling myself that I could do this, I could do that. Till I realize, its like Queen song, No escape from reality. I,, Me,, Myself,, start to lose my confident lately. I try to remind myself the truly I am. I used to be cheerful girl. but look at me now. Working like hell. hell yeah, I forget to how to life. ... I done some civil service today. I realize I'm too tired. I doing some research, doing some university grant, do lecturing and stuff. almost have no time for myself.I even in deathline now for my book. 2 chapter left for it. I almost can't believe that Im still alive in this kind of situation. I stop my car and think. Where will I go after this? I buy 2 cans coffee, drinking while thinking,2 cans of coffee finish I still craving for more coffee, but I realize lot stuff

Have you ever listen to Doraemon Opening song Indonesian Version? so my situation is kind like that verse. I want that, I want those, I want this, I want these, I want to  have a lot things and stuff. there are 2 (two) solution I suppose, first things first, is diet ;v I eat A LOT, Its been a months since I managed to stop my addicted to instant coffee and so black coffee (They called it Americano in Star Bucks), actually I loved black coffee to the bone ;v anyway Hence, I got fatter than before. 52 to 66kg; can you believe it ;v ! and Hence I'm have no confident to take picture. DOH! ;v anyway, I guess the first solution is diet, so I dont spend a lot of money to eat. (BECAUSE I LOVE TO EAT) and second thing to do is save money through bank saving (of course MIA, or people in other country call me MAIA) I gotta save money more to purchased new laptop, so tell me mia, what happen to the old one?? (asking myself) errr. let see,,, about that thing. I brought it to P

Um.... seriously., I really have no Idea what to post today. Tehee but seriously, I'm really sleepy right now. I'm kinda miss a journey. A.K adventure. I think after this mess I would like to have long way run ;v feels like there is no ending for this opera of campus ;v

at least that was the sentence that written in the book they gave me on 6th UNESCO-APEID meeting last month, thou I more interest on my father book, the yellow one. its written word Peace in the book. WE ARE trying so hard to designing a RELEVANT and INNOVATIVE education through Recognition and Qualification in this world especially in ASEAN, EAST, and SOUTH ASIA thou some people don't understand it, Nothing would be done at all, if a man waited till he could do it so well that no one could find fault with it (anonymous, actually that was written in notes alumni UUM Tehee)  I try so hard, and got so far, in the end it doesn't even matter - Linkin Park. Who wants to know? All that is gold, is rusted - The Temper Trap

I'm so sorry tell you this all late , but maybe most of you already know that Mr. Gwang-Jo-Kim, former director of UNESCO Bangkok is already pass away. Check blog before ( The Boss ?). Because of the jetlag and all stuff that I try to cheat with myself (Like forget that I have lots stuff to do while working on it) makes me really forget that I got sad news from ASEAN-UNESCO 6th Summit. This is the picture when I met him for the first time. I got nothing to sell back then.  Im just fresh graduate from UUM When I got invitation from UNESCO meeting back October 2017 ago, I was hoping that I would met him again. but Allah makes it different. Deep condolence for Mr. Gwang Jo-Kim, I remember when He and my father give donation for Putra Jaya Mosque. I took a picture of it. Im pray that all of his sins will be forgiven by Allah. In this 6th summit, Alhamdulillah I met Dr. Libing Wang as the new Chief, Educational Inovation and Skills Development (EISD), UNESCO Bangkok, Thai

"Perfection is achieved , not when there is nothing more to add, but when there is nothing left to take away." -  Antoine  de Saint-Exupery I guess little prince is the first time I know about Antoine de Saint-Exupery. My favourite book author all the time. and so long story short, I found the another sequel of Antoine book, title is "Terre Des Hommes" In Indonesian version. It was on sale, luckyly ;v so I bought one, hoping I could finish it. But. up until now I don't really have a time to read the book ;v I guess tonight I will finish it but...in Philippine I purchased comic that I love when a was a child. guess what? I try to read it really. I hope this book long lasting hahaahha ARCHIE ! I found it in Philippine and the price is EXPENSIVE LIKE HEAVEN. if one day I found the book in garage sell I will punish myself by not eating ice cream for a month -_ archie in cartoon version