let it go

I suppose my memory start to recover, I found it strange though.
this morning when I wake up I wonder how could this happen to me and one word linger in my head.
it was "ridiculous".
so ridiculous and I start to laughing so hard until I realize, darn mia, people might think you are crazy if you laugh that way.
I start to rise from the bed when suddenly memories about friends start to haunt me, again.
if I could recall what happen to me, the foundest memories that I can remember it clearly now.
the things that turn me to this tragedy.
betrayed.

I cross the limit when I can't stand it anymore.
The thing that turns out become the central of the gravity when I got betrayed like almost a hundred times by own friends, my friends with a S, can you imagine that?
other thing I start to recall I got another to put in a trust. Allah and family.
Thank you Allah I still got family, kachibers especially kak echa and kak hana.
I think is time for me to put up my glasses and stop pretending not to see the dark side of this world.
one thing for sure, let it go.

So if you're too school for cool
 I mean
And you're treated like a fool
 You can choose to let it go
We can always, we can always party on our own.

- Raise your glass, Pink