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Merinding

Surah Al-Anbiya, Verse 1: اقْتَرَبَ لِلنَّاسِ حِسَابُهُمْ وَهُمْ فِي غَفْلَةٍ مُّعْرِضُونَ Their reckoning has drawn near to men, and in heedlessness are they turning aside. (English - Shakir) via iQuran Got myself goosebump and shaking everytime i read this surah.

Bittersweet

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CGPA just number, When you looking for the job you cant only count on it, CGPA eh?! I believe that Allah already create my destiny. Up until now i still wonder where Allah will let my life begin. Keep pray and pray. Though my life turn boring and bitter lately but its kinda worth it. I realize this is the time when i should enjoy the sweet life while is still own it. Soon or later, when i got a job, i suppose its gonna be hard time even just to take a breath. Just have to count 1,2,3 and Allah will make it "so it so".

Out of date

Surah Taha, Verse 25-28 قَالَ رَبِّ اشْرَحْ لِي صَدْرِي He said: O my Lord! Expand my breast for me, وَيَسِّرْ لِي أَمْرِي And make my affair easy to me, وَاحْلُلْ عُقْدَةً مِّن لِّسَانِي And loose the knot from my tongue, يَفْقَهُوا قَوْلِي (That) they may understand my word. Beautiful isnt it? Have you ever heard about 9/11 tragedy result? It said after the tragedy lot of people in america convert to islam. Wonder why? I suppose they read quran; Quran is the most beautiful kitab I ever heard and read And also the most reasonable too. There once a time when I involved in class discussion; We discuss about dispute between palestine ans israel. After the class i ask my friend, the one and only christian in class. *im sorry for christian who happen to read this post, no offense to you, im just want to sharing the experience* And the conversation goes like this Me: say A, dispute that happen in palestine was happen among islam people and jews? I

Read

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There was a time, when one of my fellow friend happen to write twitter status about quran. in that status she appear mad on the fact that quran was written in arabic language. she said, why quran write in arabic. and I was like, man.. you don't say. Quran already write in many language, and Hello, moreover today human already invented translator machine (e.g google.translate.com) instead of questioning, why don't you read it fellas? QS Al-Alaq [96:1-5] READ IN THE name of your Lord who created, Created man from a clinging substance Recite, and your Lord is the most Generous - Who taught by the pen  Taught man that which he knew not. My abi once told me, Prophet Muhammad S.A.W can't read and write or we called it illiterate.  he has no mother or father (pass away) have you ever compare yourself with our prophet? so don't tell me you dont want to read quran because it was write in arabic. no offense to my friend, if you happen to

So it so.

Surah Ya Seen, Verse 82: إِنَّمَا أَمْرُهُ إِذَا أَرَادَ شَيْئًا أَن يَقُولَ لَهُ كُن فَيَكُونُ His command, when He intends anything, is only to say to it: Be, so it is. Everything good and bad happen to you come from Allah. Yet you still doubt his existance? May Allah be upon you.

Rain

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The man who can't be moved.

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So let me tell you one story about a man that can't be moved that happen when I was in first grade senior high school (around eight or nine years ago). This is how destiny happen. Once upon a time there was an accident happen,let say it was motorcycle A vs motorcycle B. The motorcycle A was drive by three boys or in Indonesia we called it " boti" , " bonceng tiga" and another party or B is a couple of father and son that just happen on the way back from mosque. long story short, as the result of the accident, the father got injured in his left foot and one of his eye. the doctor presume that the father can't walk anymore. .... but this father doesn't give up. he's keep pray to Allah SWT.  day and night. cry to Allah SWT. , asking for the forgiveness. day by day he try to moved his left leg but it can't be moved. still, he keep praying to Allah SWT. until one day the miracle happen, he can see and walk again like normal people . H

Grateful

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Linus Van Pelt : Well, I can understand how you feel. You worked hard, studying for the spelling bee, and I suppose you feel you let everyone down, and you made a fool of yourself and everything. But did you notice something, Charlie Brown? Charlie Brown : What's that? Linus Van Pelt : The world didn't come to an end.  The quote was taken from Peanut, the Charlie brown and snoopy show time episode the boy named Charlie brown. Linus sure genius, He really knows how to talk Charlie brown down. I wonder if I could be like him too. Whenever you feel down, depress, under pressure, remember one thing pals, the world wasn’t coming to an end, Don’t count thing that you lose because it's no use. Count what you still have and it’s when you come to realize and be grateful to Allah. 

They called it politic, Mia.

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I have been watching how the Indonesian parties doing their campaign, and I was like, give me a break. So now you tell me that you do care about peace, about us, about our country. where have you been all my life huh??. We sure have a strange way to showing how much we care.

Life

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Err... I ran out the idea, what do you think am I suppose to write?. Another day another quote, again, I happen to read this quote this afternoon, Life is like a taxi. The meter just keeps a-ticking whether you are getting somewhere or just standing still. - Kenko A lot of people have defined what is live in their own version, just like John Lennon in his song beautiful boy, life is what happening to you when your busy making other plan , or Simple Plan in their song when I'm gone, life is what happen while you're busy making your excuses. The thing is, life is happening pal. One thing that still bothering me, when will my life begin?
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I have been thinking what should I write in this posting and I remember MH370 tragedy. I send my deep condolate for the family of the victim. Speaking of which, I have observed that there are many ways that people were done to show their concern about this missing plane. Some people write a note of condolate; Some people draw the picture with prayer messages; And some people gather and pray together On the other hand, many researcher been reckon that the plane was the victim of hijack. How bout we stop and stare for awhile According to QS : An - Nahl : 8 Allah created horses, mules and donkeys for riding and for splendor. He created other things too, which you do not know. We got to remember what things that happen comes from Allah
Everyday
deep condolance

Gold

ever watch movie I'm number four? spoiler alert, I'm number four have greatest sountrack i ever heard; one of them isisisisisisis yeah that band from australia, I forget the name of the band; is like something-something fighting. if I dont mistaken the lyrics goes like this, No one's to know all that is gold is rusting, no one will know, seize and seize day, how far they gone  yeah i guess the lyrics goes like that.

The Greater Good

God will never leave you empty. He will replace everything you lost. If He asks you to put something down, It's because He wants you to pickup something greater..."  - NurKasih. Happen to read this quote this morning. for some reason give me some strength to life again. My memories about tragedies in KL start to fade, thought sometimes those memories haunt me back. nothing that more hurting than losing friend pal, trust me. doctor told my parents that I needs six months to recovery and I was like.. Good grief!, you gotta be kidding me. They can't even detect what happen, what kind of suffer and disease I got. The fondest memories that I got about doctor in malaysia, I'm sorry to said is malpractice,  but then again, I remember what my father ever said to me Mahluk tak kuasa, Allah yang kuasa. Alhamdulillah, Subhanallah, I don't need that six month, within a  month I'm back again being me. though I have to admit I need more time to get full r

let it go

I suppose my memory start to recover, I found it strange though. this morning when I wake up I wonder how could this happen to me and one word linger in my head. it was "ridiculous". so ridiculous and I start to laughing so hard until I realize, darn mia, people might think you are crazy if you laugh that way. I start to rise from the bed when suddenly memories about friends start to haunt me, again. if I could recall what happen to me, the foundest memories that I can remember it clearly now. the things that turn me to this tragedy. betrayed. I cross the limit when I can't stand it anymore. The thing that turns out become the central of the gravity when I got betrayed like almost a hundred times by own friends, my friends with a S, can you imagine that? other thing I start to recall I got another to put in a trust. Allah and family. Thank you Allah I still got family, kachibers especially kak echa and kak hana. I think is time for me to put up my glasses and

Tab

keponakan gw lagi nakal-nakalnya, mintak iket di masukin ke karung, diarak-arak keliling palembang. sekarang ini doi ngeliatin gw ngetik ni postingan, sesekali gw ngeliat dia sembari berkata "kenapa sayang?" "bisa baca?". lalu dengan tatapan "tante mau main tabnya dong" doi menjawab, "gak bisa,tante". gw pikir-pikir lagi, emang sekarang jaman edan e, umur 3 tahun keponakan gw uda pinter ngabisin "duit-duitan" gw di "line bubble" (game online dari aplikasi online chat). tadi gw buka line bubble gw, duitnya tinggal recehan gopek. gw ga ngerti dah itu dijajanin kemana-mana. ya sudahlah kita doakan keponaan gw jadi lebih pinter dan dikabulkan doanya yang baik-baik. Amiin.

jika

jika memang begitu adanya saya terima lapang dada, karena manusia tak akan berenti menjajah satu sama lain, hanya satu kenyataan yang pasti, mahluk tak kuasa Allah yang kuasa. for my friend who don't understand bahasa, please kindly use google translate. thank you.

mengapa kita bersandiwara?

well if you wanted honestly that all you have to say. i never want to let you go or have you go its better of this way. for all the dirty look the photograph your girlfriend took remember when you break your foot for jumping from the second floor im not okay im not okay im not okay you wear me out.

Pain

Day by day. Subhanallah, walhamdulillah, wallaillahaillah, Allahuakbar.

Senewen

Yak, reader, sekali kagi gw minta maaf karena postingan kali ini gw tulis dalam bahasa indonesia lagi. Long story short , setelah dengan struggle setengah mampus nyelesain project paper akhirnya badan gw uda ga bisa bohong lagi. Gw collapse . gw di sarankan istirahat mikir sama dokter (ceritanya kemaren gw collapse gara-gara kecapekan). Terus terang, kalo boleh jujur gw pengeeeennnnnnn banget ceritain semua kejadian yang menimpa gw kemaren, Gokillllll segokil-gokilnya sumpah. Bagian paling gokil waktu gw di tanya ama dokter, elu ada denger-denger suara aneh-aneh ga?? Percakapannya kira-kira model begini Dokter : elu denger ada suara -suara aneh ga? Gw : *Gw bingung, suara ape ye*           Gw denger suara motor ngebut ama cicak berdecak-decak. Dokter : serius?? Serius lo ga denger apa-apa (matanya kemana-                    mana ga fokus ngeliat gw) Gw : *senewen* dokter, gw mau pulang ke indonesia. Gw mau istirahat dirumah, gw ga mau istirahat di rumah sakit ini. Trus

For Those Who Have Heart

Sorry for the title, credits belong to A Day To Remember Band (ADTR). To be honest I'm in the middle of doing something, and to be more honest it was in deadline, but I guess, I have to admit, I'm one of people who loves to work in last minute, or I prefer to called myself The miracle worker (Proud for no reason :LOL). hahaha sorry for bit carried away, in short I would like to leave you with one thought tonight. ..... If You Ever Felt Alone If You Ever Felt Rejected If You Ever Felt Confused If You Ever Felt Lost If You Ever Felt Anxious If You Ever Felt Wrong If You Ever Felt Wronged If You Ever Felt Unclean If You Ever Felt Angry If You Ever Felt Ashamed If You Ever Felt Curious If You Ever Felt Used (Credits belong to My Chemical Romance - I'm not okay) I suppose everybody ever felt all these way before, Ever felt like hanging by a threat? Ever felt you've had too much of this life? Guess what, I give you free advice. 1)Hang on Don'

If it means a lot to you.

For those who don't understand Bahasa please kindly use Google Translate Agar relasi berjalan dengan baik, fokuskan pada apa yang anda hargai dari orang lain, dan bukan pada keluhan anda. Ketika anda berfokus pada kekuatan orang lain, anda akan mendapat lebih banyak kekuatan dari mereka (Rhonda byrne cited in Teteh Asti) In other word Please... Please... Please... I already said Please for fourth times. Give people some credits. Forget about the  Just like spongebob said to the fish when squidward need people to join him in marching band. Simplenya gini, Hargailah orang. Apa kebaikan yang pernah dia lakukan ke elu. Jangan fokus dengan diri sendiri terus. Jangan ngasihani diri sendiri terus. Jangan ngeluh. Jangan berlarut-larut dalam kesedihan. Pernah nonton film sang pemimpi? Sorry buat yang belum nonton. Spoiler alert dikit, Saat itu tokoh utama si ikal berpikir bahwa sodaranya sendiri arai meninggalkan dia dengan mimpi-mimpi kosongnya. Pada

Gift

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Hi reader, sorry I got no time to write a blog. But still, I got something to you to figure out. enjoy xD   (credits : http://truthseekerdaily.com/2014/01/the-importance-of-giving-beautiful-illustration/)