alone

I was sitting all alone in the living room while thinking..

well, honestly, I'm not literally alone  in this house, this house just to noisy to even begin with.

my mom too busy to nagging, she just unleashed her tantrum to us because my little sister broken the electricity. been living in this kind of situation makes me sick of crowds.

And I still sitting quietly and start to typing this post.

a couple minutes ago got phone call from my close friend.

at first she talking about her life. and about people that constantly nosy, asking how happy her life now. and I was like. don't bother, they just asking that kind of question because just don't know what to talk about.

and she starts to tell me all the perfect lies she ever told. surprised me that she already grow that much  and I feel like she more mature than me, to face that kind of situation. me, myself maybe won't stand that long. If i was her, i'm pretty sure I already long gone.

sad but I gotta admit; I learn lot from her. 

everybody hurt, don't blow your head, no, you are not alone - The corrs