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Have you watch cartoon named "The Amazing World of Gumball"?. its the best and amusing cartoon ever! I learn to know this cartoon from my senior Ayesha Lorenza. She has great taste, doesn't she? Fun fact about kak echa, I always admire and believe all things she does. especially food. hahah, I suppose the one who made me love to eat sushi is kak echa. Hail Kak echa xDD me and kak echa Lorenza, motto : cantiknya memang cantik LOL Anyway, back to topic, Long story short, I'm looking for the job right now. The thing that stress me the most is I'm fresh graduate that have no experience. So depress, I'm finally deciding to take a rest and watch this cartoon, The amazing world of gumball, episode 43- The plan BTW, if you interest you can watch the cartoon in the link below, http://www.watchcartoononline.com/the-amazing-world-of-gumball-episode-43-the-plan ...... You know what, this episode turns out give me inspiration. *Spoiler

I have calling several number like maniac. Send countless SMS and Email. Sabar mi. sabar.

So last night, around 2 o'clock in the morning, my phone was ringing. Without check on the number, I pick up the phone, Considering from the voice, I thought it was ayesha lorenza, my senior. but I was wrong, it was my friend Marshall, ex-boyfriend of my friend Lily. *I never call him friend again as long as I lived for the unforgivable thing he done to me. and I was like, darn, why I pick up the phone. -____ .... it said relationships of all kinds are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost. (source : http://thinkexist.com, Retrieved 23 December 2013) But agai

People said nothing is perfect, They said "we still in the learning process ", Yet they can't accept the failure. Irony. We find strange ways of showing them how much we really care when in fact we just don't seem to care at all This pretty world is getting out of hand So tell me how we fail to understand? -Meja, All 'Bout The Money Last night I heard the people mumbling and crying. Honesty, I can't stand people crying. I was like, no, not again. The tragedy in three years ago, happening again. If I could recall, the fondest memories about three years ago PPI LPJ was the tears of my senior Ayesha Lorenza. and it's eating me up inside to see it. The man next to me was crying. and it was the loudest crying in that hall and I was like, come on. pull yourself together, you're a man, don't you cry. but He can't help it, that man keeps crying. It was a tragedy .... I don't want to retell what e

But I would walk five hundred miles And I would walk five hundred more Just to be the man who walked a thousand miles To fall down at your door - The Proclaimers, I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles) I suppose man like the proclaimers about to become extinct in all over the world. Wonder why I thought so?, because today our world is out of balance. In this 21st century, Man can do what a woman does and vice versa. and turns out it also effect on the mob rules. Before today, Man will chase after the Woman they loved.  somehow women in this century appear to be more aggressive than man. I mean like, take a look at Korean K-Pop. How many girls willing to die for no reason for them. as a result, most of man was expecting the girl to chase after them. well it just my assumption but emm,, Well, I leave you with that thought. ..... Week ago I was waiting for the bus to go to Kuala Lumpur to meet my father in Uni Inn, UUM. got nothing to do while waiting, I decided to make

its irony to know that people come to you and ask for a solution but turns out they didn't pick any option you gave. Well it's okay. because we are human, full of selfishness. It wasn't problem for me until I got myself in trouble because of deep and meaningless "Q and A" Well, long story short, there's people spread bad things about me in my campus. They were saying that, Mia was the worst people ever. she's forced her opinion over the other people. when these people don't accept it, she will angry. and I was like, what was that again? you gotta be kidding me,where did I go wrong? ...... A week ago. I was on the bus, on the way to Kuala Lumpur. for no reason the bus driver plays his favorite tune ever. Indonesia Dangdut Hits B.C or Before Century I suppose. I trying to listen my own tune through earphone but too bad, I was sitting near the speaker,  so its like the worst journey ever. When the drivers stop to have a re

Never thought I'd live to see the day When everybody's words got in the way   - Neon Trees, Everybody Talks. Long story short I got myself accompany my father to attend a *censored* seminar from 10-12 December 2013 in Kuala Lumpur. Well I try my best to retell the story but I guess I like to start from this story first, since this story was quite amusing. lol 12 December 2013 12.00 pm (Putra Jaya) (Group delegate got lunch in Putrajaya ) My father told me to mingle with other with his banana theory, The banana theory is the banana fruit has to be separate with the tree (mother) so it can grow up. In other word he asks me to be independent.  ..... I was sitting all alone in a very round table in one cafe near by Putrajaya when suddenly a group of woman come and sitting next to me. Well honestly, I am trying to be cool and not sweat myself because it appears these three women were happening to be superwomen. When I said it superwomen, I

No matter how many times Lucy pulls it away, he'll never stop trying.   just because it burns Doesn't mean you're gonna die You've gotta get up and try, and try, and try - Pink For all last semester student, semangat !!!!

Two or Three days ago.. 01.00 pm (Tapak konvo, UUM) For no reason me and Ella (my junior) have no appetite to eat, but both of us happen to have gastric and obviously we don't want to end up in hospital again. so we went to tapak konvo and have a little bite of snack. while waiting for the food, we both argue something just went wrong, somehow, we both felt alone in a crowd. I was saying that my life has become so boring lately and Ella felt the same. we both think why this is happening and how we escape from this feeling. Suddenly Ela speaks words of wisdom, she said, I think we should find ourselves boyfriend, kak. We were busy over the peoples' business too much, now it's time for us stop and start to be less selfish. and I was like, err, you might be right. I suppose it's been two years since I got myself a boyfriend , and I haven't find new one cause I got too busy with my master and mulling over peoples' business. but how about we

have you ever watched series named how i met your mother. that is a story about a father tell his children a story of how he met their mother, though he talked too much and end up telling story bout his friends. for the sake of the story, long story short, ted has friends named Lily and Marshall. call me old fashion but I used to address myself as ted mosby, and two of my friend lily and marshall. from any other friend these two are the friend that I protect the most. because I was inspired by ted mosby, I dont wanna grow up with nothing, i want to be like him telling a sweet story bout friend to the children. but last night I realize, that I been living in a dream and this is the right time to wake up. you also might call me drama queen or whatsoever but this five year friendship is bullshit.

Marshall I have told you thousand times, now thousand one  You only need the light when it's burning low only miss the sun when it starts to snow Lily waiting for you, pull your head out of your ass, idiot. stop being so immature and be a man, today might be your last day, last chance. 

Rats!

don't be rude to me and expect me not to be rude back - stinsonsays

Tired.

Meh! i guess UUM library is no longer the safe place for study.-___ long story short, right now I am in the middle of doing my project paper, i promise my supervisor to send the chapter I by today, and for goodness sake, i haven't done yet. when i busy tapping my finger to keyboard and write my thesis. suddenly the somali guy come after me, and ask me whether i was degree student or master. after i answer his question, i thought he would stop asking and go away, but for no reason he still standing beside me and ask me some couple of question, which i dont really remember it now. but this time i said, Sorry, if you dont mind im in the middle of deadline. thank you.

. I've been warned to stay away from fine messed you got me into. but let me clarify one thing,  FOR LOVE OF THE ALLAH WHY CANT YOU JUST STOP USING MY NAME FOR YOUR CHEAP AND MEANINGLESS MISCHIEF. DON'T YOU EVER DARE TO INTRODUCE YOURSELF AS MY FRIEND, BECAUSE YOU DO KNOW YOU ARE NOT!

You might say i have no right to angry over you. but let me warn you, DON'T EVER USE MY NAME FOR YOUR CHEAP MEANINGLESS HIDEOUS EGO.

another fine mess you've gotten me into, chuck. you are not my friend anymore.like ever.

I keep telling myself, this project paper was nothing. but if you pass this, this nothing will make you something. hang in there, dear.

haahhh... capek.

Most of Indonesian must be know this youtube serial "malam minggu  miko"

Poor charlie, well, at least Lucy gives him advice. though she's not really give the solution,  but I guessed a she already does a good thing which is listen to charlie brown. Kinda worth for 5$. LOL Anyway, this comic strip reminds me of my friend, Debi. Debi ever ask me  "who is the person in the world you trust the most?" I was like..... i guess little bit space out.LOL She asks me when I was driving so actually I can't really think straight. I told her, people who I trust the most is myself. and she asks me again, what bout your family, your parent and your siblings. I smirk, I see this coming. I ask her question to buy a time to think. how do you define trust, be? (sometimes I call her be from Debe or a boi from Deboi instead of Debi . LOL) she explains what is trust in her understanding. she thought that the people she trust the most is her childhood friend. In Debi opinion childhood friend never lie about their li

  Talking about the scapegoat , remind me of the old bag in my dorm. Address herself as problem solving She likes to help people to solve their problem. or so She thought She is. Although the truth is She just provoke them.  Last night the curtain was open, everybody knew the real her. slutty Provocateur . Ups... my bad :P Not to mention she ever defame me by spreading the gossip that I stole her money. Poor old bag. nobody would trust her anymore. There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for - Monalisa, Panic at the Disco 

Knock it off! Sad City last night it doesn't give you the right to humiliate me further!

so thanks but no thanks and please gimme a break.-____

Whenever I am working on my paper, I... 1. Winamp Keep hitting the "next" button on my Winamp 2. Game Got dizzy, playing games for "awhile" and then...all of sudden... Suppertime already. Good grief..

Alhamdulillah, I got the green light from UUM They support me to present my paper in at The International Bangkok conference.  All thanks to Allah, Umi, Abi, Debi, All of My brother and sisters especially Prof James Gomez,Prof Samiah, Prof Azizuddin , and Dr. Zaki Barakallah.  InsyaAllah, I will not let you all down.  I will give my best XD