Misled?

its irony to know that people come to you and ask for a solution
but turns out they didn't pick any option you gave.
Well it's okay.
because we are human, full of selfishness.

It wasn't problem for me until I got myself in trouble because of deep and meaningless "Q and A"


Well, long story short,
there's people spread bad things about me in my campus.
They were saying that, Mia was the worst people ever.
she's forced her opinion over the other people.
when these people don't accept it, she will angry.


and I was like, what was that again?
you gotta be kidding me,where did I go wrong?

......

A week ago.

I was on the bus, on the way to Kuala Lumpur.
for no reason the bus driver plays his favorite tune ever.
Indonesia Dangdut Hits B.C or Before Century I suppose.

I trying to listen my own tune through earphone
but too bad, I was sitting near the speaker, 
so its like the worst journey ever.

When the drivers stop to have a rest,I finally found peace.
Oh earphone come to mama here.
when I play my tune, suddenly this song was played.

Cultivate your hunger, before you idealize
Motivate your anger, to make them all realize
Climbing the mountain, never coming down
Break into the contents, never falling down

Akeboshi - Wind

errr.. motivate your anger? I got myself mumble
when I starting to get the idea, the driver bus back and start to play his favorite tune ever.

"Masak, Masak sendiri. Makan, Makan sendiri. Cuci baju sendiri Tidurku sendiri".

MasyaAllah, get a life bang!!!!

suddenly my phone was ringing,
I got phone call from my senior Ayesha Lorenza.
We are talking for one or two hours, but it feels like it was a short conversation.
if I'm not mistaken she was said that she was through helping people, she said its time to be less selfish.
and eee, I don't really remember it,
the thing I remember the most was the background music during the phone call.

"bang sms siapa ini bang, bang pesannya pake sayang, sayang"

Kak echa if you happen to read this, please remind me how the story goes. LOL

 ....

Three or four days ago,

I got myself chitchat with my senior Rini and Asti.
We were talking about the things that why people loved to ask.
and it goes like this

Kak Rini : You know what, those people are A**hole. I'm through with those people
Kak Asti : Yeah, I know is tiring, but nothing wrong with us, nothing wrong with the solution we gave to them, but the thing this is how they received the messages.

That was make sense,

and I was like,

Darn people, you do it well. Why should I took a blame. 

Nothings wrong with option and solution I offer to them

that is free advice anyway.

Then I thought this is what happen.

For example I told them :

Stay away from that chair because there is dog poop.

 and btw there is delicious cake in refrigerator.  

Turns out, this is what they received or heard :

Bla..bla..bla.. that chair... bla..bla..blaa.. there is delicious cake...bla..bla..bla

That is where the party started.

....

When I was a child, there's mocking phrase that me and my siblings used to say in some occasion.
one of them is Yahudi or Jews in English.
whenever one of us never stop asking and arguing about the things.
another will yell, man, you're Yahudi!

I know it sound so wrong, so stereotypical but eerr..

it's been said that is Yahudi.
They are ignorant.
Apparently they ask a question just to ask, they don't even bother to practice the answer they got.
even sometimes the questions they ask are just confusing people who asked .

Oh so please fellas, don't be ignorant. 
Look what you done.
You have to know even nice people have their limit.
because of those fool ignorant people, people through helping each other.